myspace.com

Tonight, I gave in and created a myspace account. I didn't really want to. I was quite content logging in as Timmy and spying on my friends' pages. But then I would want to make a comment and think, "this might be inappropriate coming from Timmy." So I wouldn't leave the comment. So, tonight I made my own account, and it's kind of exciting. I even found an old friend, Roy Moore - some of you might remember him. It was so nice to see his profile. But now comes the scary part. I have invited a few of my friends to check out my profile. They're all people who have myspace. But what if no one responds? It's an unsettling thought the possibility that no one will say hi. I remember talking to a friend who never wanted to throw a party because he was scared no one would come. I didn't want to have my own blog because I was scared no one would read it. I remember how depressing it was when I got my first email address, which was in college, because no one emailed me. Even now, it's kind of sad when I go a few weeks without a real email. That's probably the main reason I have avoided myspace. Why put myself in a position to be ignored? Which doesn't really make sense. I'm happy with my nice little life and small group of friends and my husband and my family. Why do I care if people comment on emails/blogs/myspace? I have real relationships. I hang out with people. I actually talk to people face to face. Then why do I care?