Today is the last Monday I have to wake up early to go to the firm. It isn't phasing me at all. I'm telling everyone that I am so tired, I feel like I am on autopilot. I'm just going through what needs to be done without even thinking about it really. I'm just tired and overwhelmed. For the last couple of weeks, I have been saying "I need a vacation." I almost feel like that's what is going to happen because I so desperately need a break from something. I don't think it will hit me until after the honeymoon when Timmy goes back to work and I'm sitting at home. "Oh, yeah, I quit my job." My friends will be missed, but I'm looking forward to it.
In other news, bachlorette party yesterday. So, so, so much fun. My girls from Eastern and my ladies from small group got to meet each other. And they all got to meet Melody or see her for the first time in years. It was fun. They had fun with me but nothing embarrassing really. I liked the pink feather boa and I didn't mind going on with it on :) The gifts were beautiful even the peach ones ;) Only one gift made me blush because it disturbed me a little. I showed it to Timmy. He cringed and said "please get that away from me." Bessie, I don't think Timmy liked his present!
After the party, everyone left and Timmy said he couldn't come over. I was sad. I spent the whole afternoon talking about him and thinking about him. I was sad that I wouldn't be seeing him. I've also been really needy and hormonal this weekend - poor Timmy. But a little later, I got a call from Timmy. He was on his way. When I told him I was glad he was coming because I really wanted to see him, he said "I heard." I wondered if Rachel called and told him I was a little sad, but when I asked "from whom." He said, "from you." He heard it in my voice. He knew what I actually meant. Even though in my head, I really did want him to stay with Dave and have a good time, he could tell that in my heart I really wanted to see him. That made me happy. That made me cry - such a girl!
I broke all the rules and showed Timmy my presents. Shush, I don't want to hear it. I don't think this will ruin the fun in any way. Besides, I have some secrets of my own. It was a great day. Even better, I slept. I feel asleep watching the Olympics with Timmy. We were out for three hours. I woke up at 1230. Got back to bed around 200. Slept until 830. 3 hours and 6.5 hours. 9.5 hours? That's awesome . I feel refreshed. Good, I'm going to need it this week.
Gotta get ready for work. Running a little late. I'm always running a little late on Monday. Rachel starts work at 10 on Mondays. Normally she is gone by time I wake up. So, she throws off my normal routine since she is in the bathroom when I should be. Oh well, last Monday when I have to worry about Rachel being in the bathroom when I want to be there. And Timmy only needs a few minutes to get ready. Yay!
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